I cannot believe that October is tomorrow. Where did the time go? This year has been so short and so fast. The only reason I can come up with is that I was sick for the first 4 months. I worked and slept and that's about it. Those months were a waste.
But now I know I am completeky healthy. Not to say that I still worry about my heart but everything came back normal! The flutters just come and go now and I try very hard not to think about them. But I still can't help thinking that my family history does not prove promising for me or any of my siblings.
On another note the world is falling apart in front of my eyes. The economy is collapsing and the people are soon to follow. I am lucky to have a job that is always needed but I can only imagine that as people lose jobs and then lose their health insurance they will not come in to our office but end up in the ED on their death bed. Or they may come in to the office but (as they already do now) they won't fill their prescription because they "don't have the money." More people will do drugs, become alcoholics, abuse their children. We are screwed.
However who knows if I will still have a job if I fail this stinkin' Boards exam again. It is so frustrating that I can study my brains out but still not do well. I'm always scoring 60%. I need to work harder on my test taking skills but right now I am working on the details so that if there are any give away questions I will get them right. We shall see.
As for the next 2 weeks they are pack full of wedding stuff and studying, not to mention getting ready for the big trip to Boston. Not sure how everything will work out but I pray it will and am working hard to fit everything into my schedule.
October is another one of those months that will fly by. I am hoping it takes its time though because I really want to savor all of the memories that will be made this month.
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